you miss someone so much that you don’t want to feel ok again, because that’ll mean that you’re ok without them. that’ll mean that life really does go on. you’re scared that if you feel ok again, you might forget what it felt like to feel them at all.

now all my friend is telling me

put aside our memories

but i don’t like the thought of moving on

cuz every step towars something new

is a step away from you

i kinda like the heartbreak

the falling apart

the way my tears taste

i let the sad songs

remind me of you

you might be long gone

but you’re still here in my room.

you miss someone so much that you don’t want to feel ok again, because that’ll mean that you’re ok without them. that’ll mean that life really does go on. you’re scared that if you feel ok again, you might forget what it felt like to feel them at all.