Sunday Constipation Post: Medium dump #2

  • Hot and cold behaviors, moody people get me really bad. Due to my childhood where I learned to watch and tiptoe around my parents and their unpredictable tantrums, I have the habit of noticing people’s moods and reacting to them – which obviously isn’t my responsibility.
  • I am a moody person myself. But then how do I communicate to other traumatized people that it’s not their fault and spare them the emotional terror?
  • “Love”, or whatever it is, always happens when I least expect it!
  • Traumatized people always find each other. If you find me, you have problems.
  • I’m obsessed with the “creating different worlds” lately. It could be understood in so many ways!
  • I have to credit myself in my thesis. I myself can’t imagine how I pushed through the worst period of my life.
  • After the worst nightmare, many problems have become so minor. “Are people still talking about their conflicts with their roommates?!”
  • Damn brain, why is it so easy to think black-and-white?! I hate this binary way of thinking. Just stop seeing things in the “me vs them”, but “we/us”. No one is actively trying to hurt you. Just take it as the range of colors it is.
  • People who get it get it.
  • I can stretch my brain from brilliantly dumb to extremely dumb.
  • If everyone (and I) can get this very principle idea ‘everyone is EQUALLY beautiful in and out’, neither jealousy nor possessiveness could ever exist.
  • Black Friday is a real evil.
  • 18.11 is World’s Toilet Day.
  • A wanderer living with mininum belongings vs. a rich family man with big houses and cars, who is happier? The answer is neither, because it is not a competition of who is the happiest. Each person is conditioned to have certain desires and enjoy a certain things. No one’s happiness is the better kind of happiness.
  • Isn’t it interesting that there are people who tend to hold on to their own beliefs despite all the changes happen around them?
  • Rat tail. DONE!
Rat tail!